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JAXON KADE
I canāt breathe⦠I donāt want to. With every breath that fills my lungs, I feel the pain sheās been fighting and itās killing me slowly, reminding me of the day she got ripped away.
Iāve gone thirteen years without her, and as if she was never gone, she walks back into my life, feisty as hell and set on running from me.
I refuse to let that happen.
Sheās my Lex. It doesnāt matter if I have to destroy everything in my path that leads to herāI will.
Iāve been in love with her since the age of nine. I lost her once, and you better damn well believe that I will walk through the fires of Hell before losing her again.
Sheās brokenā¦
Ripped apart by the fucking world. Iām making it my mission to piece her back together again and claim her as mine.
Every part of her sexy body has been possessed by me.
I know she sees sheās not the only one who has changed with time. Iām rough, demanding, and just as damaged as she is.
But thereās one thing Iām capable ofāalways have beenāand that is loving her.
I promise to do everything in my power to show her, no matter what it takes or how much it hurts.
ALEXANDRA ADAMS
I never thought Iād lay eyes on Jax Kade again, and the moment I realized the rough, edgy man I allowed to take me home and rough-fuck me was him⦠my world came crashing down around me.
Iām no good for him.
Not for the sweet, protective Jax that took care of me back when no one else would.
Iām damaged, unrepairableā¦
I need medicine to escape this realityāthe pills, cocaine, and liquor arenāt even enough to numb the pain of my past.
Years without Jax destroyed meāruined me foreverāand being back in his life will only ruin him the same.
I could never do that to my beautiful Jax. I never meant to find him, and I sure as hell never meant to want him again as much as I did before we were ripped apart.
It doesnāt matter that I need to stay away from him. It doesnāt matter that I fight to keep my distance. Jax refuses to let me go.
He doesnāt care how fucked up I am. My biggest fear is destroying the only person Iāve ever been capable of loving, but heās not giving me any other choiceā¦
My thoughts š
I love Victoria Ashley she always comes through with a great read! Once I started I couldnāt put it down. Lex and Jax grew up together. Lex had an abusive father and Jax had a drug addict mother. They were there for each other as much as 2 kids could be until Lexās dad moved them away in the middle of the night. Alex comes back to town years later but sheās struggling with depression and is a drug addict. She wants to stay away from Jax but they end up in each otherās arms anyway. Alex tries to fight it at first but Jax refuses to let Alex go again and is determined to get her clean. Jax is tough but heās such a sweetheart for Lex and I couldnāt help but love him!!